You are amazing!

Dear H,

Today I realized even more than usual how much I adore you being in my life.  You are the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me.  It took 37 years of my life to get to experience something that has moved me more than anything ever could.  You are amazing.

I hear stories about women who don't have it as lucky as I do and it makes my heart ache.  Everyone should experience the true joy that I have been feeling ever since you first settled in my belly for the long nine months.  I was in love with you then and I am even more in love with you now.  You are amazing.

I want to stop my crazy obsession over a clean house, dinner on the table at a certain time, laundry being completely done and my stomach being completely flat.  I want to sit and obsess over you...even more than I already do!  Your adorable chubby cheeks, you smile that lights up the entire planet, you beautiful blue eyes that express love more than words, your little hands that reach out to touch my face when you eat, your adorable feet that you stick out whenever we are in the grocery for me to kiss, your cute little belly that tickles and causes giggles...you are amazing.

There will probably be a time when you will feel like you want more independence or when you just want your Mom to go away.  But I want you to know that I fell in love with you long before we met in person.  You know me because you heard my heart from the inside.  You heard my secret messages in the dark when I was just talking to you.  I will always be there for you and will always love you...no matter what...you are amazing!

My sweet nugget, you light up our lives every day and we love you so much.  You have such a fantastic life ahead of you and we can't wait to experience it with you!  I look forward to the beautiful smiles each day, I look forward to the giggles, to the milestones, to the hugs and to the love that you give off...YOU ARE AMAZING!