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Friday, April 9, 2010

Bad, bad Mommy

Oh i feel so horrible right now.  H ate at 9:30 so i thought i had time to shower and get ready before she ate again.  I actually thought she was whining because she was tired.  And usually i am so awesome at reading her. 

While i was in the shower, i was trying so hard to get washed up quick but i also needed to shave my legs.  i jumped out several times to reposition froggy (her paci).  She kept fussing which turned into big boohoos.  i was frustrated because i never feel like i can take good showers anymore - it is always a rush job.  i became so frustrated, i let out a scream.  Not horror film scream.  Just frustrated scream...it made her cry so hard.  i think i scared her.  i suck!

Turns out, she was hungry.  My growing girl needed another dose of food within a 2 hour timeframe.  She sucked down 4 oz and then another 2 I made after that.  What a bad mommy.  Sorry Ms H.  My showers will continue to take second place (or fifth) to your needs.  And i promise not to complain.  You are worth every missed patch of hair on my legs and every knick under my arms!! 

1 comments:

Angela Cory said...

Oh Dawn, don't beat yourself up. Every mother on earth has had a frustrating 'UGGH" at some point. You are tired and constantly in a sprint to do the next thing and the simplest things are now not that simple. It happens and she will never remember the moment.